Mafer -Draw my life meme-

THIS IS MY DRAW MY LIFE MEME  
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1.- My name is Maria Fernanda L. (i won't tell my nickname), I born in some state of Mexico (i won't tell you x'D) and I have 2 siblings (one sister and one brother, im the middle sister)
2.- When i was in kindergarden my life was pretty cool, i met a lot of friends (and my actual best friend too), i first my first crush. Everybody was colors, cool music, fun, friends, no study, recess, cartoons etc.
3.- When i start Elementary School i was a great student, i have 10,9,10,9 and to me have an 8 was like a torture D:, i was a little nerd :3 but then, the bullying starts. I was a little fat girl (not a lot but i was a kind of fat) the rich girls laught of me and all that shit. Like in 5th grade i start to be more antisocial, i cry all nigths because i wasn't pretty enought and i was really ugly. A lot of people tell me that i wasn't ugly but i se e my old photos when i was in 5th and 6th Grade and i like "OH GOD, NOW I UNDERSTAND WHY NOBODY LIKES ME!". All my life i been agressive but in this period of my life i was VERRY agressive, not with my mates, with my parents or with my brother. 
4.- My life totally changes in this period. I DIDN'T HAVE FRIENDS! My last best friend (that she still my friend) go to another school and i was a kind of lonely, my first year of Middle School SUCKS! but i have great times with my actual best friend but in that time she wasn't closer enought to me. Here is when i came down, all my world felt down, really i was really lost, everythings sucks to me and i started to harm myself. In 2nd year of Middle school i started to get closer to my actual best friend and i would tell something....she safe my life, and im really grateful about that, i was lost and she was my light in the dark, i really love her and then my life change again, i was in my way again all because of her. I started to make friends again and actually i have 3 best friends (, Ale and my "Negro". All was flower and beauty but then 
the granade exploded, i was moving to another town, i was so sad about that i felt in depression once again- In 3rd Grade of Middle school i didn't talk with my mates of my new school, i only focuse on my studies and i only make webcam with my best friends. I was really lonely. Then i started to begin friendly with my mates and i make some new friends. 
5.- I started again, i new journal. I'm still missing my best friends but now something changes in me, i need to change my middle school doesn't have High School. Here all my world really changes, i met some increible people that change my life totally. I met an idiot that i like -.-! his an amazing person but stills and idiot. Now im so afraid to lose my new friends. I don't want to be lonely again. 
6.-Some of my dreams are to study LAD in "Tecnologico de Monterrey" or in another University, live with my best friend in a department, work on some animation studio but i really want to work in pixar, a crazy dream.
7.- Don´t be a salad, be the best goddam broccoli you could ever been. This really make me laught, i hear it in some Pewdiepie video. 
8.- I want to tagg and i know that they won't do this but i don't give a fuck.

sorry about my bad english but i still learning